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Stray in the middle of nowhere,
Where the place is so dark and full of razor sharp weeds,
A large empty space inside my mind,
And seems my time is out of this world.
That is how I look at myself,
Lost in this reality,
Trying to look for answers,
Grasping for truth,
In search for my true self.

Walking along the dangerous path of my journey,
Where troubles could come towards me in that dark and bushy place,
A question suddenly pops out of my mind,
Would I be able to find my way?
Will I be able to conquer my fear?
Will I be able to fight this thing within me?
That bothers me,
Torturing me,
Am I going to find my true self?

Wandering around in that middle of nowhere,
Where no one could find their way back home once they started their journey,
An old man came towards me,
And asked for water and food,
Telling me about the journey he had been,
How hard he have traveled,
How long he have spent,
Enduring that same dangerous path,
In search for his own true self.

Talking while sitting in the middle of nowhere,
With the old man who is on his way home after finding himself in the journey,
Saying to me things he experienced,
No matter how hard to road is,
No matter how difficult to cross rivers,
No matter how high the mountains are,
No matter how long the journey is,
You will have the chance,
To conquer and find your true self.

So I continued the journey along the middle of nowhere,
Where I left the old man cheering me with his words of wisdom,
I promised myself one thing for sure,
That, o matter how hard to road is,
No matter how difficult to cross rivers,
No matter how high the mountains are,
No matter how long the journey is,
You will have the chance,
I will conquer and find my true self.

In life, we often think that when we are with someone who makes our world so great in which we can say to ourselves that we have found the right person that we are looking for. He/she may give the things that you wanted to have in life. You may have in him/her the happiness that you haven’t seen and/or will never see to anyone. He/she may give you memories that are hard to erase. He/she can makes you laugh and sometimes makes you cry. He/she can bring you to world that you haven’t been before. He/she may cook you or buy you food that you haven’t tasted yet in your whole life. He/she may dress you up on clothes that you haven’t tried wearing even just in your imaginations. If that so, then everybody may say that that could be the right person and may be your perfect partner that you always dreamed of.

I, myself is now on the midst of having those imaginary creations that that person can give. I have always thought that I am in the best state of my life because I have found the right person for me. She always makes me happy. She wanted to give everything I wanted to have. She takes me to places that I have never been before in my life. She cooks and buy food for me that I have never tasted before. She also wanted to dress me up like the celebrities and even buy new clothes for me. It was so great to have such a person who is so thoughtful and caring.

But behind of all my expectations, I come to realized that I am not of what suppose to be I am. I am wrong. I thought that this love I have for her is worth it and I may be repaid in the same love I am giving. The things she showed me were all just in material love. I was blinded by the great things she has shown me and though I have found the happiness that I have been looking for. But all thoughts and care she gave me were all just her front to cover her real identity.

Behind her is evil. I have never been treated like I have been with her on my past relationships. She is like a beast that she could beat me like her slave, torturing me with torments and pains. She is so rude that often when I try to do everything to please her, she will just ignore and still get mad of what I have done.

The truth will set us free. Now, that I have found the truth, perhaps I could start a new life all over again and continue on the trail of my journey in search for the right person and the perfect partner. Philosophy has stated that “Our greatest goal in life is search for true happiness and once we have found the right person and the perfect partner, we may say that we have found TRUE HAPPINESS.”